❤ Our love is just like a secret love .

But the secret love will never be a secret soon after .

Headed to Bedok interchange to meet my sister at Bedok Mac.

Had breakfast/ lunch & then went to NTUC.

Memories were there.

& I can't help it but to miss him more again.

Saw some Bedok Viewians & Donie*.

She waved at me & I waved at her back.

Such a good girl, AS IF. :D

Went to sport link to look for clothes & shoes.

Bought & went to Cash converter to bought a frying pan. ((:

Continued with our shopping at Blue Max & bought CD(s).

Headed home at about 4plus.

On the disc & enjoyed.

Teared out of a sudden when I think of dear .

I know something is really wrong with me.

But whatever ..

All I want is an everlasting love .

Mum came home & walked to our room.

Jie & Mum quarreled.

I got pissed too when mum was being totally unreasonable.

Scolded us bad words for no reason & the quarrel started.

Was planning to leave house with jie.

But Jie can;t go Estee's house & I know dear's house will

not be available for now cos didn't talk for too long.

Although he said his house door is open for me & bla bla bla,

I didn't go & look for him .

So both Jie & I bear-ed with mum's unreasonable nagging & scolding.

No dinner for tonight was mum was too mad.

We didn't want to go out of the room also so we gotta wait till late night

& we can have our dinner & stuff.

Before that, dad was freaking venting his anger at us.

Freak lurr, Jie & I got totally piss but we didn't say anything.

I thought everything will be back to normal .

But day by day, things seriously change.

Mummy became totally unreasonable.

Our loving love have changed & became a sercet love.

I wanna go to my GM's house to stay out of a sudden.

I found out that ilovemygm more than my mum.

She was there when I need her.

I was closer to her than my mum.

Her big hug was always there for me.

I seriously do love her.

I just found out that I'm actually getting closer to my sister.

She's not as bad as I expected.

But she's still super evil! :D

& guess what!

I'm taller than my sister already.

Ahahahahah!

Whatever .. I have no mood now.

Ps : I don't need your pity.

Neither I need your care.

Don't try to show off to me.

Cos I freaking don't give a damn about you.