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Monday, May 19, 2008
Nick, I'm really confused by all these. All these freaking stuff, are seriously getting my nerves off. I don't know what exactly happened. & I don't even know what did I do, causing all these freaking stuff. What more is, I don't even know whose words to believe. If it isn't about gaming, then is what ?! I really can't stand all this anymore please! Hold on ? Give up ? FREAK! I DON'T FREAKING KNOW. I don't know what have I done to deserve this from him. Phone bill exploding, can't message me ? Totally obsessed in his games ? Don't even wanna message/online. All this freaking things are told by him. LIFETOTALLYSUCKSMYASSOFF BECAUSEYOU'VETOTALLYRUINMYLIFE! Every now & then, I'e been missing you. I hope things will change for a better good. But day by day, all these are discouraging me. I don't know if it was a fun day today for me. But as what I know, 1/4 pupils that attending that party had great fun. Leave house quite early & meet Sheila downstairs her block. Her dad fetch us to ECP. ( Thanks uncle. ) Reached there early early & met kor. Chatted when Miss Izyan came. Set up with fire mins ealier before 2 o'clock. Had a difficult time setting it up with Sheila & both of us got pissed. Bla bla bla ........... Played Netball, BBQ. Took Don's bicycle & ride for about 2 hours +. Went with Amirahh & Sheila was on her bike. She kept screaming & caught much attention by everyone. :D Kept going to the beach & play laa. Emo, play, scream, shout, cut my leg, freak huh. Ate, continue playing, bla bla bla. At night. Wanted to rent bike to ride again. But walked there was super long & need to wait for our stuffs. So Sheila & I didn't want to rent anymore. Walked back; she told me about MS. Saying what he didn't want to be obsessed with his games & bla bla bla. Walked to the beach, scream & shout. Got emo while Sheila talked to Ben. Kitty came taking a plate of crap meat. Sand got in somehow & didn't managed to eat. I don't eat crap meat anyway. Went futher to the sea & screamed. Sat; laid there causing my hair to have sands. -.- Camwhored with Sheila & Amirahh. I forgot to bring my camrea. Oh freak. Waited for Sheila's dad to send us home. ( thanks uncle once again ) Talked to Miss Lim, kor, Sheila, Amirahh & uncle in the car. Send kor home followed by Miss Lim & Sheila. Uncle alight Amirahh & I at inter. Amirahh send me home by taxi. ( thanks Amirahh ) Reached home. Thinking about some stuff again. Talked to Sheila. Mum came in the room. Quarreled with her again. I freaking don't love my life at all. & I dont know why did all this happen to me. Why issit so difficult to get my life like the last time ? ISSITSOFCUKINGDIFFICULTTOGETYOURLOVEBACK ?! ORISSITYOUWANNABREAKWITHMEBUTYOUDIDN'THAVETHE COURAGETOSAYIT ? SHOULDIBELIEVENICKS'SWORDSORSHOULDIJUSTIGNORETHEM? I HATE MY LIFE! PS : About this post, I seriously dont know what am I saying. There's so many bla bla bla. Pictures, Sheila can;t upload it cos her camrea dropped in the sea. So too bad, no pictures. Cuts are totally loved by Alena. Many many cuts on legs when at the beach. Life is such a torture more than I expected. Once again, I don;t know what am I saying. |
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