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Thursday, May 8, 2008
❤ Your freaking lie has made me cry. & this lie isn't beautiful at all. I just really hope that everything will be back to normal after your exams. This is really getting me off my nervers. I swear I'll shead many tears for you, much till it can fill a bottle. Talked to many many people. They told me you still love me. Love needs trust, & even if you lie to me, I must treat it as nothing has happened. I'm seriously confused by things happening around me. Not chatting to each other for one freaking week, it really breaks me down. What makes me love you so much ? & why does love make life upside down ? BEDOK VIEW-IANS PLEASE TAKE NOTEEEEE. I just wanna ask BVSS-ians if anyone of you is kind hearted enough to donate food & money to one of the guy in my class. One of our class guy, his family is broke. They got kicked out of the house & they are currently staying in a hotel. But they only have $700 to last till 22 May, which is really little. So I'm just asking, if anyone would like to help him. My class will be collecting the money on next tuesday, so you may want to pass the money to help him if you know him. Life isn't beauitful after all. [/Edited] No .. Things aren't getting any better. I was hopping that you'll message me, & that moment had finally came. I thought I'll not shead a tear today, but I was wrong. You love your games more than me. You've totally change. You aren't my boyf that I have I don't even know who you are. You didn't know how much I missed you. You said you love me, you just did. But you loved your computer games too much, till you didn't even really message me. I don't understand why did this happen. You didn't know how much you've hurt me. You seriously did, but you didn't know. I wished I can be like JL, you two can last for years. Even if you simply ignore her, she won't give a freaking damn about it. I wished, but I can;t. I don't know if I'll break down soon, but I just hope I won;t. I love you a lot, but I think you don't even know that. All you want is your computer games now. Your games is more than anything else. Nothing more than your computer games. There I am crying, I know you wouldn't even know. Cos you're too obsessed with your freaking computer games. Life is so unfair. Love is so unfair. Why am I always crying over you ? Why is it that you make me keep crying for you when you say you love me ?! I don't want this kind of love. I want my Marcus Seah back. I want my boyf back. I want you to be like last time. I want everything of you like the last time. I don't want this Marcus Seah! I don't have this kind of boyf! I don't want you to be like that now! I don't wanna cry over you again! You've promised me not to break my heart, but what you're doing now have seriously broke mine. ): |
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