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Friday, May 9, 2008
I want my boyf to be like last timeeeeee! ): I wanna meet my boyf today ! ): Oh yea, maybe he hasn't relised that he've change. But I still seriously does miss him. ): I'm gonna be like at home rotting today. I wanna meet Marcus, but he hasn't reply my message yet. ): I was asked to go 'shopping' with my sister at Bedok NTUC. Cos my sister wanna cook some food. Once in a life time huh. Exam day for the day. I see many Bedok view-ians online. Athough they're all Bedok View-ians, they're just not the one that I'm close with. I don't know why but I can't sleep. I got awaken by my sister cos she've on the light when I was sleeping, & then my mind is already filled with him, I can't seems to get to sleep. Yesterday had a talk with Yuerong,Ferland, Andrea, Sean & Weien. Weien say chocolate reduces stress, so he ask me to eat chocolate. But later grow fat. ): Then Sean was like saying he;ll talk to Marcus. Because he even see the changes in him. Just hope Marcus will be like last time. ): Yuerong is there cheering me up. She confiscated my pen knife yesterday! ): & in the end she accidently cut herself. ): She wanted Marcus number also cos she wanna scold him. But I didn't give it to her in the end. Ferland & Andrea was also another 2 sweet ones who tried cheering me up. Although Andrea & I are only online friends, I know she's a sweet girl too. Just like Ferland soo. ((: Are true friends everywhere ? & they'll be there for you when you need them ? They lend you a listening ear when you're sad, & they lend you a shoulder to lean on to cry. Yuerong, I think she's the best girl I ever met in Secondary school. My dear, I know you'll be honoured if you see this. Haha. There's a high chance of me deleting this whole post later & re- post about my life for today. Life totally sucks my ass off & I wonder when will it ends. [/Edited] TAGS REPLY. Amirahh : YESSS. :D Charmaine : I tried, but I fail to do so. ): Yuerong : iloveyou too. But I really can't smile. He doesnt even give a freaking damn about me. He only cares about his computer games. & I know you're honoured. Haha. Sheila : Tried but failed. ): Alina : Thanks thanks. This skin WL use before. (: Jolene : Thanks love. :D Went out with Amirah, Harry & Marcus today. Went to meet Amirah & Marcus at Bedok inter before heading to TM to meet Harry. Reached there & saw Harry. Suddenly one girl came running to me. I thought who was that. It was actually Wailing. ((: Hugged for a super long time & people thinks we're les. She complained to me that Skye is gonna leave her alone & she dragged me to shop with her. Left Amirah, Harry & Marcus & went to shop with Wailing & Skye. Bitch around & laugh my ass off with them. I totally heart them. No where else to shop & went to century. shop shop shop & finally shopped the whole mall. When to sit down at the lift there & cham-whored. Harry called after that saying Amirah had break her toe nail & ask me to go down & take a look. went to find them. Her slippers had actually some blood stains. Went back to company Skye & Wailing when Harry called again. Saying that they will be going to starbucks & ask me to join them. After some time, Wailing, Skye & I left century & headed to starbucks to look for them. Saw Miss kaur in the shop & waved at her. Was totally so hungry when I started complaining. ((: Went to old chang ki* with Wailing & bought food. :D After buying, headed back to starbucks to look for guys. Skye called & ask me to send her to TM interchange but I don;t know how to go. :s Wailing company skye to bus inter & we went for our movie. Rushed here to get a ticket for my self cos I didn't buy the ticket with them. Managed to get a ticket sitting beside them & bought food beofre going in. Went in, not even a single person. We're early by like 10 mins. -.- Show started & I started missing the damn feeling of the first time MS & I watch movie together. ): I've been missing him like for the whole outing & I know his freaking at home or at lan playing with his computer games. Freak off. Amirah started throwing popcorns at me & Harry when we started a food fight. When watching the movie, I was busy messaging people & talk to Amirah. Harry got totally piss till he started saying about us. He also swear that he won't watch movie with girls anymore. Fine then. Harry, please take note of this. REMEMBER NOT TO GO OUT WITH ANY GIRLS IF YOU WANNA WATCH MOVIE. Got damn restless when instead of sitting in the chair, I don't know how I sit. :D After movie when to walk around then went home. Les with Amirah in the bus when going home. Reach GM's house & bla bla bla. I tried calling you so many times but each & every you disappoint me. ): I trust your words yesterday that you still loved me but this happened today. Why is your freaking computer games just more important than me that you totally got to ignore me & play with those freaking games of yours ?! You didn't know how sad was I when you treated me like this. I hate all this. You've changed. I just want you to be like last time. Please don't tell me you don't give a fcuking damn about this. |
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