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Sunday, May 18, 2008
REPLY TAGS. Sheila : .......... Nick : I messaged you, but you didn't tell me anything. -.- Sheila : We;ve been folding it for days lur. Charmaine : Eeeew. I'm NOT sexy at all please! Alena is a freaking ugly girl huh. Alina : I'm not angry. Jolene : Okayy. iloveyou toos. Shermin : Haha, everyone's saying that. Running out of papers! ((: Sheila : ALL GAMES SUCKS TO CORE. Fit : Yes, changed till .. I don;t even know them ? ): ): ): I really hope everything will be like the past. I don't like this at all. Jamie : Heyoos. ((: I spend my day slacking today. & have been thinking much. I can't control myself when talking to some people. Especially to Zone Yaw when he always message me. Somehow, I cried again while browsing through all the messages. Some asked me to give up. & some ask me to stay & believe. But I choosed the second option, I guess . I just relised that life sucks more & more. As much till I can't accept all these fact. I know have been saying all this, but please don't blame me. Family love & boyf's love are totally different. But neither I have them now. I don't feel like staying in this family anymore. & I don't want dear to be like this. Is life always such a torture ? Or issit that this kind of torturing life only applys to me ? I totally don't get life. What's the purpose of living ? To live, to get tortured, & to suffer ? Or maybe, after getting family love & boyf's love, things will change much better ? I'm confused. As far as I know, I hate life. Whyye is there so many problems in life ? Seriously, honestly, I hope times will be like the last time. Soon after that happen, I've been thinking a lot. Am I gonna put a smile in front of my friends ? Or am I gonna be emo like what I did at home ? Am I gonna talk to her in school today, pretening that she didn't piss me off yesterday ? Or am I gonna tell her that I totally can't stand her anymore ? Am I gonna ignore those ah lians in school when they stare at me ? Or am I just gonna stare/look at them ? Booking those ah lians/ ah bengs when they didn't put back their plates ? Or ignoring them when I see all those ? Ignore those scolding(s) of the ah lians/ ah bengs ? Or just scold them & stuffs ? Whyye is there so many thinkings in life ? I'm like talking to Fit. & soon after, she pity me. Everyone know dear have change. But either one of us know how to help him. Instead of asking him stop gaming, some asked him to play that stupid game with him. That misses, that love. That names on hands, that love talks. Because of one game, of these are gone. Freak those computer games upside down laa! I hate all this. & I really wished everything will be like the last time. |
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