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Thursday, March 13, 2008
You know iloveyou, but is that love just simply fading ? When I'm sad, I just simply don't know who to share my problems with. I didn't tell you that I'm sad, & that makes me feel, who can I share my problems with ? We've been really drifting theses days. & this is the reason why I hate this holiday. Your holiday were so packed that you hardly even spend time with me. I felt so lonely, & I didn't know what to do. Crying in a conner, not telling you is also maybe a good decision. Not wanting you to worry ; or maybe, I don't wanna share my problems with you to make you upset. The reason why I live is because of you, so will I ever be able to live without you ? This question is kinda random but yea. I don't feel like talking to you at times, but I also feel like talking to you. I miss you, & I wanna talk to you. But in the meantime, I'm afraid that I might say something to hurt you. Having stress, it's really not good. I hate stress. So please just stop giving me any problems. When I go mad, you won't know what I'll do. As what Benjamin said, I'M DRAMATIC. Fine. He win. But HE'S MORE DRAMATIC THAN MEEEEEE ! (: I don't wanna like him, nor I wanna love him. So please don't ever make me feel that we're drifting, & slowly lyking him. COS. I. DON'T. WANNA. LOVE. OR. LIKE. HIM. ): Sometimes I feel rather weird, you just online suddenly. & you did not tell me anything. You didn't message me or whatsoever, & it makes me feel really scared. We're suppose to talk on the phone today, but in the end.. Forget it. Never ever leave me, please/ Ain't it dramatic ? >< Another few more hours, & my sister will be back. I thought that I'll be able to enjoy this holiday, but I know it's impossible now.. Ah yo ! So emo neh. ><  |
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