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Thursday, January 17, 2008
Is it a long time since I post ? I'm not in a mood to post too. Relationship. This is gonna give me a real headache. I just feel like ending all this. And this life. I don't know what keep me hanging on despite you hurting me that much. And even telling Krsitie that you're just like cheating me all the while. You didn't know because of you, there's so many things happen to me. You just think that I'll treat it as nothing had happen. But have you ever thought about my feelings ? I just really really hope you'll change to a better person. Stop hurting people please. I really don't want to see you like this. It really break my heart. Jie jie(s) are all asking me to forget about you. They just tell me that you're short and stupid. You're just cute. But I don't know why I'm still here waiting. I saw the convo with you and Kristie. The message you send to me. Well,I actually forgived you. But after seeing the convo,I started crying again. Which I hate it. Everytime I cry,my eye hurts. Please .. I've been crying for months. Just don't make me shead a tears for you again. It really hurts. It really does. SCHOOL. I just hate school life. There's always so many problems when school start. Whatever friendship problems,love here and there, rumors, and craps. I just hate this. Some Sec one are like still spreading rumors. Sec one yet still like that. That's kinda lame. Kristie had become my mei mei. And she started calling me Jie jie. Hahas. I feel so old. Well,everything is still hidden under the mask. Will be rather emo in school at times. Sometimes can even cry when thinking about the past, and stuff we did. Plus the school love the Grad night song. Can cry whenever Temasekians hear it. I'm crying for the past month. Which I totally can't believe. For you rather ? |
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